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Why do I always feel like I don’t really truly matter?! I’m to fucking nice and always feel shit on or I’m always on the verge of tears.

Every have a day when it feels like a dark cloud is overhead? Well I have had weeks like that! Wish it would change and I would feel happy, safe and loved!

I am so tired of playing charades! Can’t wait for it to be over.

Sounds like my life…

Sounds like my life…

I just wish I could be happy. It seems when I am something or someone ruins it. I am at the point of breaking. It sucks to always be on the verge of tears. Why me? WTF

I’m tired of the bullshit. Could I have a day with unhappiness or stress? Doesn’t seem like it is anywhere in my future.

I hate ungrateful people! They suck! Fuck off to all of them.

I really dislike waiting for others. I’ll be there in a few minutes, really? A few minutes is like an hour. Why do I always get treated like this?! Am I never meant to be important to anyone! I am always the last one thought of! It’s fucking bullshit!